Nothing better to do....

Every now and then, when I have nothing better to do with my time, I contemplate about a lot of things in my life. The past, the present, and of course, the future. Sometimes I wish I had a remote control to rewind the times in my life I want so badly to go back to and re-live. The times I was rude to people, or when I talked behind someone's back, or even when I judged someone to quickly, and realized that they're not to all what I expected them to be. When I do think about the foolish things I did back then, I quickly turn my attention to something else, hating the fact that I was dumb enough to say or do something so utterly stupid.

One of the things that haunt me to this day is something I said at my sister's birthday. Now I think about it, it was something so miniscule, and totally worth laughing at, but at the time, I was crushed. Every time I would think about it, my heart would go all tipsy and it felt really uncomfortable, and this went on for many years. That’s just one of the many things that I regret doing/saying in the short but eventful 18 years of my life. I have to say that without these….'little interruptions' in life, It wouldn’t have made me so cautious. Cautious about how I speak, how I act, and how I would deal with situations. Unfortunately, no one can change their past, but they can certainly benefit from them.

Ok, thats all ove got for now.
Salam :)

Ramadan is here once again

Ramadan Kareem, Ramadan Mubarek, Happy Ramadan, etc etc.

I hope every muslim around the world has a blessed Ramadan this year, and for the many years to come.

I havent really updated my blog, but like I said, I really suck at keeping track of anything. I know, its bad habit....

Not much has happened since my last post, but it has been a very interestin couple of weeks. Firstly, my brother, who arrived from Melbourne to spend some time with us before going overseas again, has left. It was really depressing in the beg, but after a good movie, I was all better.

Other than that, things down here are fine alhamdullilah. Unfortunately, I cant say the same thing about so many countries in the world. So much is happenin, and I dont understand it. I dont understand how people can be so violent and give up everything for something so wrong. I dont understand why they would murder and ruin innocent lives for their benefit. I cant understand. Its so incomprehensible, something soforeign and nothing makes sense about it. The greatest gift to mankind is life, so why people go around destroying it, is beyond me.

Too much to think about.

Salam