Nothing better to do....

Every now and then, when I have nothing better to do with my time, I contemplate about a lot of things in my life. The past, the present, and of course, the future. Sometimes I wish I had a remote control to rewind the times in my life I want so badly to go back to and re-live. The times I was rude to people, or when I talked behind someone's back, or even when I judged someone to quickly, and realized that they're not to all what I expected them to be. When I do think about the foolish things I did back then, I quickly turn my attention to something else, hating the fact that I was dumb enough to say or do something so utterly stupid.

One of the things that haunt me to this day is something I said at my sister's birthday. Now I think about it, it was something so miniscule, and totally worth laughing at, but at the time, I was crushed. Every time I would think about it, my heart would go all tipsy and it felt really uncomfortable, and this went on for many years. That’s just one of the many things that I regret doing/saying in the short but eventful 18 years of my life. I have to say that without these….'little interruptions' in life, It wouldn’t have made me so cautious. Cautious about how I speak, how I act, and how I would deal with situations. Unfortunately, no one can change their past, but they can certainly benefit from them.

Ok, thats all ove got for now.
Salam :)